Today I Made a Difference

Salaam beautiful people! Every night in the month of Ramadhan God will ask, does anyone wants to repent and seek forgiveness from Me? See, Allah is very forgiving. Its either you wanna grab the chance or you let it slipped away just like that. Do you ever thought of repenting after each and every wrong acts that youve done? I’m really not good with all these but what I know is that to change is easy, but to maintain it is tough. Hell difficult I tell you. Why is it easy to change? Because change can happen in a blink of an eye and when it happens you just dont know how to explain it when people ask. Maintaining is different it needs patience, courage, inspiration, strength and all those powerful emotions. The more you wanna change, more tests are against you and thats why to do good is always a Jihad. As for me, at times to do good is never easy. You gotta face an amount of excuses and laziness and insincerity to do even a tiny deed. And whatever that is difficult to do is always a Jihad and you’ll be blessed for that! It is simple right? I know how it feels like being so low and uninspired to live but just remember that when life pushes you so hard till you fall down on your knees, its the precise position to pray. Hence, pray hard. He will listen, InsyaAllah. You know who are the worst thru God’s eyes after Ramadhan wishes us goodbye?: They who arent forgiven even after Ramadhan passes by. In other words, those who didnt seek for forgiveness and didnt try to change throughout the whole month of Ramadhan. I heard this during a tazkirah after tarawikh prayers, its from a hadith. I think this is all I can share about repenting as I myself is still learning about this. Been discussing about this and other things with Khaidir and Damia.(They both are the ones I search for when I want immediate answers and opinions about faith. Thanks!) Fyi, this is my favorite topic after death. Wanna know why? Well, when you once fall out a little, these two would be your favorite to learn :) Barakallahufiq!