Today I Made a Difference

Salam everyone! Hows it going with your fasting? Mine’s great, Alhamdulillah. Do you ever thought that you’ll die at that particular moment that you were praying or breaking fast or sleeping or even when your reciting the Holy Quran nor when you were doing evil-bad sins? You know, I have these thoughts about death occasionally and at times it bothers me much as I kept thinking about it almost every second. But I couldnt actually tell this to people especially when I’m freezing-shaking when I cant sleep all night as not everyone would understand. Some will just say that I’m just thinking too much. Anyhow, I do have some friends which I can tell but at all times when I had to call them up in the middle of the night, nobody would be available :/ See, this is actually how death works. You’ll go alone, you’ll feel all the unhappy feelings alone yet God just want you to be alone. Its only you and your deeds. Full stop. Even though, the death and the thought of it is very very scary but we gotta face the fact that each and everybody will die. Its either sooner or later, in good terms nor bad. Death is not something to be feared of but to be missed. Why? Because its the only path to meet Allah. If someone would ask, what is your one thing you really want to achieve? I would answer, Husnol Khotimah. InsyaAllah. Husnol Khotimah is a good ending or pengakhiran yang baik and this is what I want and I pray for everyday. Ameen and Husnol Khotimah to all, InsyaAllah. So what I wanna say is that dont fear death. Seriously, because the way to live is to learn how to die. If you dont learn how to die, you’ll never see what you need in life. Not what you want but what you need. The world is a very dangerous place to live in if we dont know what we gotta do. God is powerful without a man but a man is nothing without God. Hence, to live well; live according to what is thought in Islam. Based on the Holy Quran and the Prophet’s Sunnahs. I think my favorite hadith is kinda related to this topic, so yeah :-

“O when a son of Adam dies, only 3 things he will bring together with him:

1) Sadakah and good deeds

2) Prayers of pious children

3) Beneficial ‘ilm which were taught to other people

Till then. Hope I didnt waste your time reading this post and InsyaAllah Husnol Khotimah to all. Ameen!